我寫生活點滴

  在幾個禮拜前，就有聽玟玲說，他們約了幾個人要去高雄的基礎班護持，後來因為學校考試的關係，兩三個禮拜都沒去協會，不過我一直都有把這件事情放在心上。就在基礎班開始的前兩天，接到美香打來的電話，透露了他們要去護持的事情。我覺得自己一直都不是一個很積極的人，要不是美香打這通電話來，我根本就不會主動打電話去問，也就會錯失一個美好又難得的護持經驗了。
  當天一早我們在高鐵站碰面，貼心的美香已經幫大夥準備好早餐了，接著秀華也來了，最後看見玟玲小小的身影，從遠遠的地方跑過來……大家都是第一次搭高鐵，對搭高鐵的程序不太清楚，反而曾經搭過一次的我，像個小跟班在後面跟隨著，也沒幫到什麼忙，那天對我來說真的太早起，一臉惺忪的臉，迷迷糊糊的～唯一幫的忙就是幫忙提東西，秀華還開玩笑說：「以後出門一定要帶著又寧！」不過後來有刻意的認一下路，因為第二天我還要陪玟玲回來。
  差不多十點左右，我們到達高雄圓場，高雄圓場座落於三多商圈捷運站的旁邊，很近又很方便呢！一進圓場，熱心的師兄師姊，就來招呼我們，帶我們去放行李，深深的感受到南部師兄姊的熱情，很甘心～看到俊璋、琍雯、弘文老師當然是先給他擁抱一下的啦～其實很早以前就曾夢想著來高雄圓場看一看，總算讓我達成願望，也很喜歡高雄圓場的環境，真的就像家一樣！只是有點小克難，廁所是跟別戶一起共用，廚房是在頂樓，需要抱爐子上去煮，還有旋轉的地板是磁磚，摔倒了感覺會很痛！可是那都不是問題啦～一切都是最好的安排！
在一次的課程中，弘文老師要我們這些從台中來的同修分享到協會的緣起，我是站最右邊，所以會最後一個分享，可是我好緊張手一直冒冷汗和發抖，心裡一直在擬稿等會要說什麼，當輪到我的時候，我緊緊的牽著美香的手，美香說：「妳怎麼了？好緊張的樣子！」弘文老師聽了美香說的話就說：「好吧～看在他是年輕人的份上就饒了他吧～」我聽了心想，怎麼可以！我都已經擬了稿～怎麼可以不說！於是我又鼓起勇氣：「還是說好了！」那次我異常的冷靜，不再那麼緊張，很真心的分享了為何進來協會，及願意接受這樣的一個大家庭，還有來到協會的改變……忽然我詞窮了，還想再表達什麼讓大家知道我會喜歡協會的原因，可是突然卡住說不出來，於是我換了一種方式繼續說...「原本我是喜歡跟朋友出去唱歌、逛街等等休閒活動，認為那會是很快樂的事，可是當我進來協會後及參與一些課程後，我發現參與協會的課程，帶給我的是一種心靈上的快樂，跟和朋友出去玩的那種快樂是不一樣的！」其實這段分享讓我自己好驚訝，因為真正的表達了我想表達的東西，尤其是後面那段是出乎意料的，因為那段是在我卡住時，臨時應變出來的，連玟玲也說：「我分享的好好！」

p.s想知道為何我會進來協會的詳細起源，請參照 進入新生命的前與後

April 15^th 2011

I do feel panic these days. Cus this Mon I made one of my best friend uncomfortable. I really feel guilty then I sent her an apologetic letter. But she didn’t reply me. I’m afraid that we won’t be friends anymore.

在幾個月前，淑芬阿姨曾經跟我說協會每年的除夕都會有一場團煉
類似像跨年一樣的活動
當時我聽到的時候就覺得很酷也很想參加
淑芬阿姨就跟我說，如果到時候他有去的話，再載我過去
當時我沒有把它當一回事

I had lunch with Olna yesterday than I knew a news which was Jim quitted job last month! I felt shocked and sad, because I still wait for taking his class during winter vacation, also looking forward it. But I can’t do that anymore! I love his class a lot, but I can’t go to his class during the normal time. The reason is that I have to go to school but actually I don’t like my school, even I dislike it I still have to go, that’s why I feel so sad.
Jim’s class is really simple, he didn’t prepare anything for class but I could learn a lot. He is so smart that he found some way could learn English well so fast. Even he won’t teach us anymore I still can use his way to learn English by myself. Don’t always rely on teachers, actually learning English by myself is the best!    

這次真的很意外
一向很在意生日的我，竟然差點忘了自己的生日
要不是那天看到孟恩在白板寫著10/23（六）協會有開放
要不然我還真的忘了自己的生日
那天早上我因為很疲倦，大概十點多一點才到達協會

Now is 2 am, but I am still awake. Cus there’re thunder and lightening and actually I am afraid of them. It just happened suddenly, the sound is hardly strong. It so shocked me! But in fact I am so sleepy, I got up this morning so early. Do u guys think I am so stupid. If u were me maybe u just sleep directly, right?
I should solve this sort of problems, cus every time when I am in this situation, I just being frighten can not sleep and doing nothing. Actually it’s just a sound if u r in the indoor it wouldn’t hurt u. And being nervous and frighten is not good for my health. Hope one day I can overcome this problem.     
I need get up early tomorrow, and I will stay outside all day. I must go to bed. But I am still afraid of it……if u guys know how to improve this problem please tell me, I have to go, see u u guys, good night, bye

I remembered the first time I went to Jim’s class, I thought he is an ABC guy. Because his pronunciation and intonation are quite good, like someone who had been to America for a long time.  I felt so shocked tonight, he told us he had never been abroad before. I can’t believe that, even his teaching way I also thought he learned from abroad. And his intonation is really really beautiful. I enjoyed every time in his class.
Last night I was really lucky going his class, he shared some his experiences of learning English. When he was a student actually his English was not good, in his learning way he just spend 9 months then he started teaching English, is it a miracle? Of couese not!  He’s not only smart for sure but also studying really hard. He found a good way to learn English so soon. He’s interested in movies that learned English by watching movies. He trained his listening and intonation from those movies. he also told us when you are reading an article if you find a word which you don’t understand don’t look for the word from the dictionary when you finish the article you will know the word’s mean. And when you are learning some words which you don’t know, don’t focus the meaning on correct Chinese. Actually when he told about these to us, he broke my old opinion and made me sober. After that I would love to think about my learning way. I plan to change my way to learn English. In his learning way he felt so happy, because he found his interest to learn it. He wants to teach us how to take a shortcut to learn English. If he can do it, I can do it as well for sure!!!    

I'm on my summer vacation.  So I could go to cram school every evening. The week before last I went to Athina’s class, during break time my classmate Ben recommend me to go to a new teacher’s class that is interesting and the teacher’s intonation is great! So I agreed with him then I have been to his class since last Monday. That teacher’s name is Jim. He is really funny and humorous. I really enjoyed Jim’s class. His teaching style is like an American way, he didn’t prepare any materials for us, you can feel relax and free on his class. At first class he asked us to do some role plays, teacher told us don’t think you were acting and don’t think your classmates were audience otherwise you would feel really nervous when you were acting, he didn’t let us to practice first, if he did it, it was really like a performance. So that’s why Jim wanted us just thought it happened now suddenly then just did it. Sometimes he would asked us some questions we needed to answer the question directly don’t care everything too much just answer it. It trains your reaction a lot!
I admire him that he didn’t speak any Chinese in class. I think is really difficult for a Chinese teacher. When I first went to his class I doubted that can he speak Chinese? Because he didn’t speak any Chinese in class and his accent was like American. After class he was talking on the phone I found that he can speak Chinese for sure.     

自從孟恩告訴我，不要太注意腳步，就放輕鬆隨著音樂自由的轉動，
我漸漸得轉起來也進入了煉功的狀態...
而且我很喜歡也很習
慣每天都來協會報到
有時候因為要補習只能來半天，都似乎覺得不太夠呢

幾個禮拜前，媽媽幫我報名了一個氣功的課程，聽到氣功這兩個字，心理低估著：「這是啥啊？」
原本對運動就沒什麼太大的興趣，在加上是氣功我就更沒意願了，或許打羽毛球還會好些XD
總之就是很不情願，認為媽媽沒有尊重我，沒經過我同意就幫我報名了
原本她告訴我，上課的時間是五月一日跟五月二日，不過在那之前媽媽和爸爸決定要過去那了解一下
我因為生理期來當然也不怎麼想去，所以就沒跟了

I love any kind of detective programs.
I think it's intersting and they will stimulate your brain.
Although my logic isn't very good or sometimes I get confused when I just watch them at first time.
But the programs attract me to watch again and again.
Recently I love a Chinese drama called "dead men do tell tales"

 My favorite movie is "The parent trip"

The movie talks about a couple devorced.One child lives with their mother,the other lives with their father.They're twins.

The twins met each other when they attended a summer camp,they hope their parents will be together one day.

They discussed how to match their parents together.

It's a romantic comedy,it's a very wonderful movie.I recommend you guys to watch.